I'd like to comment on one of Ana's recent post in her blog.
If you have read it, I definitely recommend it! It's an amazing analysis of the number 5 and how it works in your life.
Hathor Message and Numerology – Entering the Creative Void!
I'd like to thank Ana for writing this in such an incredible time!
This is exactly what I am living right now. The "Head" of my last reading was the 5 of Clubs (The Wind Cape)... the "Foot" was Terrene (10 of Spades), telling me to slip a bit into a state of acceptance, instead of fighting this 'void' crazily (as it is my tendency). Stay grounded, but don't harden yourself too much (like Morgana, Queen of Spades, would).
I've been trying to do that, but the discomfort is way too great.
I always thought that the 5 of Clubs only meant 'confusion' or 'a head full of ideas'. Now I am living the 5♣ and it is at least 10 times more disturbing than I ever expected it to be. I've been sleeping badly, eating badly, I can't concentrate at work, my natural body rhythms feel thrown off... the mind overreacts because it knows that the crossroad is coming.
Or maybe it's already here?